《難泯歲月》Update

(希望購買《難泯歲月–我和上海教會及倪柝聲》一書者可到亞馬遜網站購買。)以下是在《難泯歲月》一書出版一年後她的update,經過同意發表在下面:

《難泯歲月》自出版以來,承蒙不少弟兄姐妹表示支持,也有不同看法。出版已經一年,應當予以小結,以資勉勵、提醒:

一.得到從地方教會內部來的鼓勵和認同。

1.在國內某地區的負責弟兄將本書、別的弟兄的體會以及他自己所寫的:“給教會負責人的信”轉發給鄰近的地方教會傳閱,並說:“這是盡我的本分。”
2.倪柝聲親屬的認可:看到要尊重事實,尊祂為大。本書也得到當年上海地方教會同工們子女的認同。
3.當年同時代年輕人的回響。

二.廣大地方教會以外的牧者、學者和肢體們的鼓勵和支持。對於本書作爲教會的歷史資料和屬靈鑒戒加以肯定。至今,我所得知的反應中,還沒有見到有人因拙作而信心軟弱跌倒的,多數的反映是以此自勉。當然,內心的震憾和困擾是免不了的。

三.對於本書所報道的事實,沒有重大的質疑。只是有地方教會以外的弟兄認爲:“凡是來自當局的,我全不信。”我所擔心的是,當他們認識到這些都是無可否認的事實時,會感到萬分痛心和失落。我只能爲此禱告。

四.有肢體認為倪弟兄已被寶血赦免,如今何竟敢于掀開贖罪蓋,又何必舊事重提?其實我在本書中已經不厭其煩地多次提到要以史爲鑒。豈不見到過去所遺留的隂影,至今還存留在有些地方教會中嗎?為何還要對此熟視無睹,置若罔聞?保羅說出神的心意:“這恩典是神用諸般智慧聰明,充充足足賞給我們的,都是照祂自己所預定的美意,叫我們知道祂旨意的奧祕,要照所安排的,在日期滿足的時候,使天上地上一切所有的,都在基督裡面同歸於一。”到什么時候我們才能認識神的旨意,在基要的問題上不是分裂,而是彼此接納,使神心意得到滿足?

五.至于對我個人的抨擊,我並不在意,也不必予以澄清。

敬祝主內平安!
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难泯岁月–我和上海地方教会及倪柝声(作者:许梅骊)

陈鸽推荐一本新出版的好书:难泯岁月–我和上海地方教会及倪柝声(作者:许梅骊)

我偶尔收到一本书,起初没在意,后来才发觉原来是作者亲自签名赠送的一本宝贵的、可歌可泣的个人见证与历史宝藏。可惜,我已经把信封与地址丢了,只有在这里谢谢许梅骊老姊妹的爱心。我与迦南(我太太)读后,深受启迪。感谢主赐您的胆量与诚实,不依照中国人的错误传统“隐恶扬善”,乃遵循圣经的榜样(林前10:11-12;提前5:19-21),留下这一份赤裸裸的、中国教会史的血的见证,成为后人的鉴戒。(陈鸽)

內容簡介: 难泯岁月 — 我和上海地方教会及倪柝声(简体版) 许梅骊医师 倪柝声领导的中国地方教会是二十世纪中国教会史中的重要篇章。对它成 ? 探索的经验及惨烈失败的教训的认真反思,都将成为宝贵的属灵遗产,为今日教会所借鉴。然而历史的迷雾为反思带来了极大的困难。本书作者青年时代在上海地方教会受洗,此后在地方教会经历了轰轰烈烈的风波。她追求过、崇拜过、惊憟过、跌倒过、冷淡过,而最终在神长阔高深的恩典中又重新委身。她以极大的勇气,以自己的经历及对地方教会历史孜孜不倦的求索,对这场属灵运动进行了历史的反思,目的是为今日教会及基督徒提供一个积极的、切身的启迪和警戒。本书是一份以难得的视角所作的珍贵记录与思考。 作者:许梅骊 Lily M. Hsu, M.D.

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When You Want To Know God’s Will – F. B. Meyer

When You Want To Know God’s Will

One night the famous Bible teacher F.B. Meyer stood on the deck of a ship approaching land. As they guided the vessel in, he wondered how the crew knew when to to safely steer towards the dock. It was a stormy night, and visibility was low. Meyer, standing on the bridge and peering through the window, asked “Captain, “How do you know when to turn this ship into that narrow harbor?”

“That’s an art,” replied the captain. Do you see those three red lights on the shore? When they are all in a straight line, I go right in!”

Later, F.B Meyer wrote, “When we want to know God’s will, there are three things which always need to line up, the inward impulse, the Word of God, and the trend of circumstances. Never act until these three things agree.”

I think one of the most asked questions today by Christians is “How do I know God’s will for my life?”

Never doubt in the darkness what God has shown you in the light. There are certain truths you know to be right that God has shown you in your life, but often when faced with a time of darkness, we doubt these truths. When seeking God’s will for your life, always keep this in mind. The Bible teaches us not to “lean on our own understanding.”

This is where most of us get in trouble. Fear often demands that we make sense of everything right now, when God is teaching us something through the trial. Many answers are not known until He reveals His purpose at the end of that difficult season. My experience with God is that He sometimes works outside of our own understanding making and molding our lives so that our will becomes His.

I like F.B. Meyer’s advice on seeking God’s will. Examine your inward impulses, seek the Word of God on the subject, and examine the circumstances that are outside of your control to see where your control ends and where His leading begins.

A Spiritual Autobiography of Jessie Penn Lewis

The Leading of the Lord

A Spiritual Autobiography

I was brought up in the very heart of the religious life of Wales, for my grandfather was a Welsh Divine, well known throughout the Principality in his day; and my father’s house was a rendezvous for the ministers as they passed hither and thither on their Master’s work. My childhood’s memories gather round their visits and the great meetings of the Sunday-schools, when often I sat as a tiny child in the midst of the grave elders in the “big pew” listening with intense interest to the “hwyl” of the minister. “The mercy of the Lord is … unto children’s children”; but as it often is with children brought up in the midst of religious surroundings, the true inward change of heart did not come until I had married and moved away to England. Then it occurred without the aid of any human instrument, but the day – New Year’s Day- and the hour are imprinted on my mind.

Only a deep, inward desire to know that I was a child of God; a taking down of my (too little read) Bible from the shelf; a turning over the leaves, and the eye falling on the words, “The Lord hath laid on Him the iniquity of us all”; again, a casual turn of the sacred pages, and the words, “He that believeth hath eternal life. A quick facing out whether I did believe that God had laid my sins upon the Lamb of God on the Cross; a pause of wonderment that it really said that I had eternal life if I simply believed God’s Word; a quick cry of “Lord I do believe” – and one more soul had passed from death to life, a trophy of the grace of God, and the love of Him Who died. The Spirit of God instantly bore witness with my spirit that I was a child of God, and deep peace filled my soul.

The beginning of “Leading of the Lord”

By Jessie Penn Lewis

Written for “The Christian” in 1903